The Curious Adventures of Gordan's Thoughts

Kindness is Not Weakness

She looked at me with insecurity in her eyes, as if pleading for sympathy. I couldn’t. Much as I tried to muster up a shred of compassion, she had used up the last ounce left in me. Used… Read More

Dig Deep

My sense of belonging Comes from deep within Buried beneath layers of rock Unearthed, uprooted, but strong I wasn’t born this way, it wasn’t choice From a young age I had to silence the voices Of deceit, of… Read More

After Your Ego Breaks

A letter to you, darling, Since your mysterious disappearance, a lot has happened and changed. Not just externally, those are almost expected, but intrinsic transformation beyond even my wildest of imaginations. It has been a year of adventure,… Read More

I’m Not Lost, Just Displaced

When I lack direction They give me religion When I lack discretion They squelch my questions When I challenge regimes They corner me into the mainstream When I seek advice They tell me to sacrifice When I ask… Read More

Reality

They won’t know where you’ve been Nor where you’ve going All they know is… Where you are. ~Anon~ Judge all you want What I say or do For you know nothing of what I’ve gone through Who I’ve… Read More

It’s Good to Be Back

(Disclaimer: If this post causes emotional discomfort, please confront your demons by heeding wise advice.) I was spontaneous yesterday. Now, for those of you who know me — it really does depend which era of me you know,… Read More

Memory, or Dream?

To You: I never did get around to telling you why I was disappointed, did I? I suppose you never stuck around long enough to realize I actually am capable of emotions. At least, I seem to have… Read More

Where Am I Now, They Ask

“Where are you?” they ask, then don’t stop to listen to the response. Well… I am capable of anger. Rage, too, mind you. It is not an anger that reacts to the ordinary, mundane trivialities of social construct,… Read More

Larger Than Life

I wasn’t looking to change you. Just your mind. I wasn’t looking to take over your world. Just your thoughts. I wasn’t looking to be apart from your world. I’ve only ever wanted to be a part of… Read More

Write Truth with Love

“Write it with love,” I kept telling myself as I nervously tried to muster up the words. Writing from the heart was never hard until I realized how much there is to say, and yet so few words… Read More

Darkness

She was so consumed by her dark side That she saw with her heart and not with her eyes. M.G.