The Curious Adventures of Gordan's Thoughts

Nothing Like You

One day, our paths will cross again One day, our worlds will merge Day after day Readying the way Until the stars emerge From behind the clouds That sheltered you in the crowd You hid from the spotlight… Read More

Love. More of It.

Love… If chasing sunshine has taught me one thing, it’s that opening your curtains means you can just let it come. (Generally, open curtains means a tidy room first…) *     *    *    *    * My experience of love… Read More

As I Lay Dying

(Creative writing, REALLY old one from 2011. Darker writing, found it when I was going through old material.) ——— And as I lay dying, the sounds of the conspirators remind me of who I was supposed to become…. Read More

Meet Me

Don’t swipe left. Just, write. They say. Write, now. Right now. I wrote my heart away Bled the ink onto the pages Turned them until the end cover When there was nothing to discover Except enjoying and experiencing… Read More

Him

“You could have anything you want, you just need to take the first step out of the front door,” he had said to me, a long time ago. I never understood what this meant, but there he watched,… Read More

I Love Vous: On Polyamory

I thought I could reign it in and unify all of it, write to you, and be able to say, “Yes, it’s you.” It’s always you, isn’t it? And yet…it never is. But the French had it right… Read More

Couldn’t, Shouldn’t, Wouldn’t

Here’s to all who’ve ever said that I couldn’t, shouldn’t, and wouldn’t (and meant it). To those who said I couldn’t, I appreciate the projections of self-doubt you placed upon me. You’ve taught me what it looks like… Read More

It’s Good to Be Back

(Disclaimer: If this post causes emotional discomfort, please confront your demons by heeding wise advice.) I was spontaneous yesterday. Now, for those of you who know me — it really does depend which era of me you know,… Read More